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should i tell her? would it make it easier to get over her if my thoughts were backed up by an actuall no?

ok so i now regret writing my previous post because apparently by writing it i want to tell everyone who my "rachel" is. but in reality all i wanted to do was to rant about what i have been feeling. so to all of you who have been bugging me about this mystery girl, please stop. its not that i dont trust you guys because i do. you guys have become some of my closest friends this year. but trust me when i say i just cant tell you guys. u guys say u will help me and im sure that is what your intentions will be but most likely it will just make things really bad, because one thing leads to another and something goes wrong. in time i will tell u guys, i promise. just give me time to get over her because right now i dont think i can handle what might happen if this person found out. so lets just forget about this "rachel" because unlike in the show its never going to happen.

oh and fyi vl it isnt who u think it is, so dont go like blabbing around that u think its her because i can tell you right now it is 100% not her.