7. you are a very sweet person, but it is very hard to hold a conversation with you. (esp. on aim) i mean your my friend but sometimes i purposly avoid eye contact or avoid you all together so i dont have to have that awkward weird conversation with you. i dont know what it is but you're not the person i thought you would be when i didnt really know you last year. dont get me wrong i like how ive gotten to know you (kinda, somewhat) but its just way weird to hold a conversation with you.
8. i used to have the biggest crush on you in elementary school. and i thought you did too, but when i asked you to be my girlfriend you said no...so i guess i was wrong. but it turns out you did like me? idk. elementary school was very strange times for me. now that i see you around school a part of me wonders what it would be like if we actually went out, but i know thats just the inner and younger me thinking that stuff. because if i think about it your kinda sloppy from what ive been told so ya.....
9. you used to be my best friend. i thought you were the coolest guy in the world and you had the coolest dog ever. but now that i think about it, i was never myself around you. i was always someone i thought i had to be in order to impress you or in order for you to like me and be my friend. also you got into some stuff thats just not my scene so i guess our friendship was bound to end. you were headed for a path i didnt feel like exploring just yet.
10. first off, i would just like to say that im sorry if i mislead you in any way. i didnt mean for you to get hurt or be mad with me. and i know i should have handled the situation a hell of a lot better than i did. actually i should have been man enough to step up and talk to you myself, but im a guy and its our job to make mistakes. esp when it comes to expressing ourselves. but anyways ya i know you were really hurt and pissed at me and the situation and i wish you didnt have to go through that, but to be honest it wouldnt have worked out w/ us. i mean you're cute and sometimes like today look really good. but most days i just view you as my friend and nothing more. so again im sorry if i mislead you, i didnt mean to.
11. you are really annoying sometimes, but in your defense you have gotten better lately since you're more dependent on yourself for a change. i mean you're a really nice guy and wouldnt hurt a fly, but sometimes man i dont know what it is, but you just get under my skin and annoy the hell out of me to the point i wanna blow my head off. i mean you need to just be yourself sometimes and stop trying so hard to act "cool" because seriously you saying "chill" just doesnt flow. also you're a bit socially awkward sometimes too which makes situations uncomfortable for a lot of people.
12. you are fucking beautiful!! enough said.
13. you are probably one person that i love to be around but at the same time hate being around. its hard to explain. i mean when we hang out things will be going good, both laughing having a good time and then BANG! its like a switch flips and all of a sudden its as if your on ur period and bitching at me about every little thing and just acting like a totally different person. also sometimes i get the fact that you are very fake. like some of the stuff that you tell me and others sounds a little too wild to be true. but hey what do i know it could all be true. but castles, really? hmm, idk man. also i dont like the fact how you judge people and dont give them a chance. like a group of people that you call "slops" or "sluts" or whatever you call them, i forget, are anything but that. and if you took the time to actually get to know them you would figure that out too. but no you think you know everything about everyone and dont like it when people tell you otherwise.
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