Things I'd like to say to you (series con't)

14. ever since i met you, you have always been there for me through thick and thin. when i was in 7th grade and scared out of my mind of this new environment and new people and making new friends, you were my first real friend i made at a new school. since that day i sat and ate lunch with you on those benches by the band room we have been the best of friends. i know we r gonna stay friends for the longest time. and i know you are going to go far in life, with your personality and your smarts there is nothing you cant accomplish. some people may think you are cocky but i know that you're not really like that. people just dont know thats just a act you put on to be funny. because in reality you are a sort of shy person when it comes to certain things, but its ok so am i. thats why we are such good friends.

15. the saying "dont judge a book by its cover" really applys to you. i thought you were the typical asian girl; quiet and studious. but it turns out that you are sort of crazy in a very good way. lol. you can always make me laugh by doing one of your many strange things. im really glad i got to know the real you because that person is so much better than the one i thought you were. oh and another thing, you are going to go far kid. i can feel it.

16. you are a very confusing person to talk to aim. you are very cute and i find myself having mixed feelings about you. again you are very confusing. sometimes i feel as though you may like me, but then other times i feel as though you just want to be friends and only friends. hmmmm.....its a mystery.

17. you are probably one of the nicest and sweetest people i know. but sometimes i feel you are too sweet and innocent. and it can get annoying sometimes. to be honest it is hard to talk to you and hang out with you because it seems as though you are talking in your own language. and another thing that is a little awkward sometimes is you will make what apparently is a joke and start to laugh and i end up faking a laugh because i dont want to seem mean and not laugh at your joke but to be honest i dont really get your humor.

18. ive gone to the same school with you since 4th grade. but i havent really gotten to know you unitl last year. its funny how i started to like you as i was trying to set you up with one of my friends. its weird how crushes start isnt it? well you were my first everything. you were my first kiss, my first girlfriend, and my first heartbreak. to be honest the time spent with you was some of the best times of my life. not many people probably thought this, but i thought it was going to last longer than it did. i wanted it to last longer. and i thought u did too. thats why when it ended the way that it did i was really hurt. you may blame it on me for thinking i liked another girl or whatever other bull shit reason you gave, but you need to man up to it. you liked someone else its that simple. dont blame any other reason for it, because that is the only one. yeah, i was angry and hurt when i heard about it, but now that i look back you werent worth all the shit you pulled (ie. prom). im glad i got to experience this because now i know what not too look for. so in that regards i thank you. i also have to thank you for allowing me to get to know four amazing people. but i do feel bad that im hanging out with them and you arent hanging out w/ them as much anymore and sometimes i feel as though i shouldnt be hanging out with them. and for that im sorry. but as a lot of my friends told me, i deserved better. and you know what they were right.

19. you are probably one of the ugliest person i have ever met. i also dont agree at all with your beliefs. i mean i respect your right to have them, but i mean seriously how can anyone think it is ok to strip people of their rights and try to push their beliefs onto others. it just doesnt make any sense to me.